you're sitting somber side
and I'm just inside
the lights are off, my patience is off
and there is a brittle little box
of scar tissues
breathing to life.
poured empty out
rinsed heavy out
these cheap plastic cards
just like you'll never know the extents I went to
for you.
all effort lost or packed away.
you never saw. never came.
unless coming was too little too late
and I'm slightly if not very mesmorized
by the castle building skills you take
and master, these last few days
when you just stayed away
but I get it you know. for gettings sake.
and luckily?
the only thing that I'm better at than falling for
is falling for fake.